My happiness is directly proportional to this project's progress and success. It's something that I need to do no matter what but I've been struggling with it for a very long time and therefor had all sorts of serious issues in my personal life: health issues, financial issues, loses of family/friends, mental issues and even months of undeserved jail time. Recently I was very close to losing the AncientBeast.com domain name due to some of those issues, which would have broken me, as I was already feeling rock bottom. I'm looking for some support, in order to build a working and healthy system, so that the project can be constantly developed in order to gain momentum while I also get in better shape. I constantly need to put a lot of time and energy into it and to wear a lot of hats, which is not very good. Releases have been taking years, would be great if I can manage several ones each year and get some coders to help out revamping some of the old codebase and implementing some crucial features that keep the project underground. I'm a very bad coder and I kinda feel I've been banging my head on a wall for so long now. Help me break it or at least to finally get around it!